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We are so used to Jesus walking on the water; it's just one of those things that Jesus does. The disciples, though, must have been terrified. If I were out at sea, at night, in a strong wind, and I saw someone walking across the water--well, my first thought would be that I only thought I saw someone. People don't walk on water.
Reading this passage this morning, I am struck by the implausibility of the event. No, not that I don't believe what it says; rather, I can well understand the disciples' fright. Not only that, but I think I would probably have ignored Jesus, telling myself that the figure walking towards the boat was just my imagination. And what I would miss! A miracle would pass me by unnoticed.
That makes me wonder how many miracles do pass me by these days. For God shows up implausibly, speaks almost imperceptibly, and works in unexpected places in not-the-usual way. I came across an email yesterday--an invitation to write, actually, dispelling a myth about Catholicism in 100 words, which is a pretty tall order. I hadn't read it carefully at the time. Now I wonder whether I missed something. Am I paying attention? Am I open to the possibility that God might be up to something new? Too often, I think, I look for God in the obvious places and forget that God is everywhere, always doing a new thing.
I suppose there is a very good reason that the invitatory psalm (said at the beginning of the first office of the day) reminds us, 'if today, you hear his voice, harden not your hearts.' Not that we intend to ignore God; it just happens in the course of our daily life. God doesn't hit us over the head or wave a big yellow flag. We have to pay attention. Fortunately, even our attention to God is a gift of the Holy Spirit. If we want to hear God's voice, all we have to do is ask.